Question: Could you please give us more information
about Anna’s experience with suspended animation and physical
immortality?
ANNA:
I am consulting with the Councils of Light to look for the appropriate
response to that question.
This is a broad topic, one that I devoted considerable energy
and focus. In that lifetime I knew it was my calling. It’s not
everyone’s calling, you understand, I just came to know that
I, Anna, had an opportunity to remember and participate in processes
that would facilitate my desire to be more masterful in my walk
upon the earth plane by retaining my consciousness over an extended
period of time. In this way I believed I could know mastery
within physicality and be of greater service to life.
It was chosen contrary to how the ego might choose physical
immortality as a way to delay perceived death and aging and
other concerns that burden the ego mind. For the ego nature,
which is fear-based, tries to flee from the impermanence that
constantly threatens its illusory existence. It seeks power
and self-aggrandizement. To drink of the Fountain of Youth has
always been sought by those who have not fully connected with
their immortal consciousness beyond form. As I went deeper into
the experiential science of physical immortality, I could say
that the journey at times was quite arduous, not something that
everyone is going to stay with once the truth of the matter
is known. I say that, not to discourage you from that exploration,
or to say it is not possible for you to accomplish, for it is.
That is, if you know clearly that this is yours to do. Do you
follow me on that?
First of all let’s be clear that achieving physical immortality
is in no way superior to repetitive incarnations. In other words,
the moving in and out of incarnation has no particular, what
shall we say, a penalty, or is something you would wish to avoid
in contrast to having your life last hundreds of years in one
body. Sometimes there is a judgment upon what has been called
the “Fall of Consciousness” into physicality as if to be physical
is inherently against divine will and is a punishment for disobedience.
That is an extremely limiting belief together with many other
dogmas that attempt to control and disempower consciousness
through fear. This numbing and contracting effect causes many
to fall asleep to any awareness of their limitless potential.
One potential is physical immortality for any one who chooses
to align more so with an awareness of the eternality of life
while paradoxically knowing that the forms life takes are impermanent.
Physical form is energy always changing as it crosses some kind
of transformational threshold. Pure consciousness evolves through
its journey within the relative worlds while it is also resting
within Silent Emptiness. Rather than put so much emphasis on
my achieving physical immortality, it is more empowering to
focus on your own attainment of spiritual immortality which
is every initiate’s journey and potential.
There have been in the records that you call your holy book,
the examples of lives of individuals that lasted for quite a
long time. You have mention of Methuselah and other patriarchs
who lived hundreds and even thousands of years. Do you believe
it? And what happened? Why did the life span shorten?
Perhaps souls became more aware that there are opportunities
for accomplishing a variety of many different things instead
of staying in one body for an extended time. Perhaps the bottom
line is that they got bored. There began to be a desire for
many different perspectives gained through many different cultures
and diverse beliefs and experiences. There was a desire for
diversity.
Did I have diversity in my long life? To some extent I did,
but in other ways I did not. I watched a flow of one particular
culture create its history and karma. I continued to maintain,
for the most part, my awareness in that particular culture.
That was one reason, in terms of the diversity, that I was so
vitally interested in gathering wisdom from other cultures.
That was why I became a scribe and learned how to astral travel
so that I wasn’t limited by my physical body. Indeed, as I gained
physical mastery I teleported to various locations so that I
could have first-hand experience. I was very interested in creating
the library at Mt Carmel so that the wisdom of a number of cultures
could come into a kind of synthesis there, and into a synthesis
within me as well. I had a desire to continue to maintain my
consciousness in one body, rather than go through the process
of repeatedly awakening within veils of forgetfulness. As I
began to glimpse a greater vision for being of service by preparing
my body and consciousness to receive the souls of avatars, I
became even more motivated to retain and evolve the awakened
consciousness I had attained.
Perhaps part of my motivation was simply to be “out of the box,”
somewhat outrageous, if you know what I mean. Needless to say,
my long life still has some scratching their heads and many
still consider what I accomplished as an impossible heresy.
But then, how could there be hope for something better and a
willingness to let go of the status quo without someone stepping
up and being some kind of inspiration for attempting to be one’s
fullest potential? After all, we are Creator incarnate and no
thing is impossible with God. As you recall, my grandson always
reminded us, “You, too, can do the things you see me do and
even more may you do.”
Living so long in one body required times of just plain R&R
– a time for rest and regeneration. You might not experience
it as a picnic, however, when your hair falls out, your skin
sloughs off and brings forth new skin as smooth as a baby’s
and your teeth fall out and you hope the new ones come in. There
are some in your day who go to Las Vegas for a face lift…but,
I tell you my facelift process was “really taking it to the
bone!”
I would often go into retreat with masters who knew how to do
this. There has been and continues to be a secret lineage who
know the mysterious science of physical and spiritual immortality.
Many presently live in the Himalayas, 
but you can find them scattered across the earth living simple
lives and being of service in ways that few can comprehend.
You may know of one such being. I mention him in my story as
Yeshua’s teacher and friend, the avatar Babaji. He is still
with you today. It was with such ones that I was initiated and
trained. This is one reason I went to Egypt. I was about the
age of Claire’s embodiment, in my early sixties. That was a
long life by the standard of that time when life expectancy
was grandly reduced and the nature of life was so arduous. I
had begun the process of aging. The wise, ancient ones recognized
my soul and I recognized them and asked for their grace and
wisdom, which they benevolently bestowed upon me. They would
take me off into various caves and up into the mountain tops.
They taught me various ways of stilling my vital signs during
which I allowed these rather grotesque regeneration processes.
Needless to say I was humbled as I let go any remaining ego
agendas for being powerful or attractive to the opposite sex.
(Above photo taken by Catherine Ann Clemett:
St. Baume in southern France is a cave in the hillside that
was used for initiations by the Essenes and may have been
one of the caves that Anna used. Today it is a Roman Catholic
Chapel.)
Cellular regeneration took a tremendous amount of focus and
compassion as I became aware of the many levels of my consciousness
that required regeneration. For it was not just my physical
body; but it was also the cellular matrix of my ancestors and
their imprinted karmic patterns that I brought to more coherent
frequencies. I holographically entered and read the hall of
records of my past, parallel and future experiences. I had a
desire to know the karmic patterns that were impacting humanity
generally, and seeing into the future, what could possibly be
mine to bring forth in the understanding of a family who could
share with me these various codes of wisdom and light. I became
intimate with the ones who were instrumental in initiating and
preserving the ways of ascension throughout the cosmos. I became
familiar with many star lineages that were encoded in my genetic
patterns. I had a great desire to clean up the discordant baggage
I was carrying and to become more conscious of the gifts of
my heritage.
I ingested very high frequency elements or monatomic particles
that assisted in creating a radiation field that restructured
my organs, bones and cells to be able to hold more light and
cosmic intelligence. I was “buried alive” in what could be called
heavy water that held all manner of nutrients. My body was shrouded
with cloth permeated with all kinds of unguents and herbs to
assist it from decomposing. I learned how to breathe pure prana;
having no necessity for oxygen. My consciousness during these
periods was outside my physical body although I would come in
from time to time as a radiant light body to assist with the
regulation of my heart and to make necessary adjustments in
all my systems. While there were those who were aware and assisted,
I was the primary caretaker, custodian and steward of my physical
instrument. I knew my body was not me. It was my soul’s vehicle.
It was my space suit and I wanted to keep it tidy and functioning.
When it was time for me to rise and go forth again into the
outer world of form there was the appropriate assistance to
open the sarcophagus and unseal the protective energy locks
and physical barriers that had been put in place.
There are some of you with soul memory of having gone through
initiations of mastery where there might have been a moment,
an instant of fear, and in that moment you may have experienced
the silver cord that preserves consciousness within the body
snapping…(claps hands)… like that. In that nanosecond or more
of fear, some of you, as initiates in previous lives, went into
some rather arduous experiences and you did not survive. It’s
for this reason that some feel a great pull and a great resistance
to go to Peru, for instance, or to Egypt, or to trek through
the Himalayas or to go with your Native American elders into
ceremonial spaces where primal initiations experientially take
you through the elements of air, earth, fire and water. There
are initiations of crucifixion and resurrection that take you
into the realms of heaven and hell. On occasion, there might
have been an experience of losing it, losing the focus, losing
the connection and then fear flooded in and your incarnation
ended. You may have said to yourself when you died, “Oh my God,
oh my Goddess, I’ve failed.”
Is there anyone who relates to that?
(It feels like something like that happened to me in Egypt.)
Yes, most likely. Does that make you a bad person, not capable
of mastery in this lifetime? How are you dealing with that imprinting
of, “I’ve failed?” How is that affecting you in what you are
here to accomplish in the way of mastery in this lifetime? What
about the service you have come to render? What impact does
the perception, “I failed” in some fashion or another have on
the choices you are making in your life, work and relationships?
You have heard Yeshua say, “Get out from under the bushel basket
and let your light shine.” Do you suppose that perhaps part
of the reason you are not allowing your full light to shine
is because of some of these memories and the judgment upon self
that you might have failed?
I ask you beloveds, did you fail? Go within right now, did you
fail?
(Yes)
You believe it? You believe you failed?
(Sometimes)
Just believing this once is enough to obscure who you are. How
is this sense of failure impacting you, beloveds, in your relationships
with your mates and families and in your relationship with your
Beloved I Am?
(It’s impacting it heavily.)
Indeed. So what is your choice now with that memory of failure?
What are you going to do with it now that you know you have
believed that?
(Let it go?)
Don’t try to please me, beloved. Relax. I want to hear it from
your heart, from your soul….
(I’m going to try to do better….laugh)
If you try?
(All right, I’m going to do it!)
Who’s going to do it?
(I am.)
That’s right, I Am! That’s the part of you that knows there
is no failure…ever. You have had all kinds of experiences and
in some of them there was a part of you that judged unfairly,
“I have failed.” How does the I Am see all of that?
(It doesn’t see anything.)
What does it see?
(Love, and achievement and non-fail.)
So if you were going through an initiation and the silver cord
snapped and you said, “I failed,” how can you transmute and
shift that experience so that you can move forward with your
life with courage, with conviction, with commitment, with knowing,
with that peace that passeth all understanding, with compassion
for yourself and others when they seem to fail?
(I can believe in myself. I can know this time.)
And you can know you are here to make a difference, that you
are enough, that you can trust yourself. You can trust your
Creator. You can trust life to support you always. You can redefine
judgment, punishment, disempowerment into something that is
truly beautiful for you and for the work of co-creation that
you do with others. As you allow your full light to shine you
will profoundly empower, inspire and facilitate a sense of harmony
through out life and most importantly with those close to you.
Even more importantly your reestablished love and trust in Self
and your inherent innocence will assist you to attain liberation
in this lifetime. Can you see that?
(I can.)
What I have shared with this one, I share with all of you. It’s
time to let go of those stories we have been telling ourselves
of failure. We cling to them so that we can stay small and find
reasons for blaming others. Fearing failure, we do not claim
our full potential. It’s time to know life is eternal and always
supportive. However long or short your soul is choosing to experience
life in this dimension, that amount of time is perfect for attaining
its purpose to know and be love. What I chose to do in my incarnation
as Anna was to extend my understanding of life in one focused
form so that I could more clearly know my self as a creator
aligned with love. By intimately knowing suffering I came to
know compassion for all expressions of life. As I progressed
one small step at a time, I prepared my body and consciousness
to be a fit vehicle to bring into this earth plane a beloved…
several beloveds, actually, who would incarnate cosmic consciousness.
As my life continued, particularly into Britain, there were
ongoing challenges that made it very clear to me that I had
done all that I could do. It was better to just allow myself
to consciously exit out of that body. I left my physical instrument
behind. My son, Noah, who is aligned with the energy that you
call Merlin, had also developed skills in cellular regeneration.
He assisted and witnessed my passing. A memorial and grave were
created so that those who were of the community could know that
Anna had passed into the other world. Knowing it would likely
be desecrated, the grave had no marker. But it was my wish that
my body not be interred there. Instead it was taken into the
Tor to lay in the same chamber with Torhanna (spoken of in my
earlier story about Yeshua as a lad in Avalon). I did return
to the earth plane from time to time. I continued to seed wisdom
and to make sure there would be a thread of light continuing
its process of assisting the upliftment of consciousness through
the coming centuries.
I thank you for You, my beloveds, for the light that you bring
to this earth plane through your heart flame and your precious
physical body that is dedicated to bringing down the Infinite
Light and Love.
It’s always bittersweet, these partings, but know that those
of you who are going off a distance, that the Divine Mother
in this particular expression, loves and cherishes you. Remember,
there is no failure, beloveds. Relinquish your judgment seat,
relinquish being the inquisitor, and relinquish being your self-imposed
jailer. Know this: I am free!
Let’s all stand up. Please connect with your mighty I Am Presence,
who is always eternal life’s expression here now. I AM FREE!.
Be that magical star. I AM FREE! Now let the light shimmer and
shine through the palms of your hands and feet, the points of
the five-pointed star, the expression of human divinity and
the Divine Feminine. Now through your feet touch deeply into
the Earth Mother who is reaching up to mate with the Celestial
Father who meets her in your heart and takes her to the Bridal
Chamber within your skull’s Holy of Holies. Pause beloveds and
feel the Infinite Light expanding and uplifting you.
Let us proclaim: I AM FREE! I AM FREE! I AM FREE! And so it
is. Amen.
